So,

So, 

So, nothing to say
is the situation.
Yes, nothing to say
in this situation.
 
So, no one is there
to listen anyway.
Yes, no audience
to hear what I might say.
 
So, it’s this feeling:
having nothing to do,
but not dying yet,
life still not done with you.
 
So, you just live on
though you are done living
and feel a malaise
that is all consuming.
 
So, it's for everyone
but also for no one.
And then, when its done,
it hasn't yet begun.
 
That's just how it goes,
when it decides to go.
It’s the ebb and flows
of the yes and the no.